Working through it!!

So things have been a bit strange for me lately. My parents are going through a divorce right now and it is really hard for me to think about, I try to put it in the back of my head and not think about it because it hurts to much. Most of the time not thinking about it helps but it really hits me when we have family gatherings and one of my parents is not there. It makes me upset. I have heard that it is easier for an adult to go through their parents divorce then it is for a child, but after going through it myself I think that they are equally hard. I'm starting to realize that things will never be the same again. Like what do I do about holidays? My parents dating? Moving on with things in general? Last year for Christmas I made my parents a decoration for their house, it was a painted wooden board with their last name on it and the word established with the year they were married. It breaks my heart every time I go to their house and see it. I wish I would have never made that board! I have told both parents that I am not a part of their divorce and I have asked them to leave me out of all the details. I hate that I have to go through this! I know this happens a lot in life with many families but when you think of the concept of an eternal family I think it definitely makes things more difficult. Well I really just had to write down my thoughts, but if anyone has any thoughts on this topic or helpful tips feel free to leave a comment!

I won!!!!

I won this necklace, I love all of her stuff, so cute!
http://hiphandmaids.blogspot.com/2009/09/hip-giveaway-peace-and-love.html